…promises disguised as democratisation of technology and agency, take the semblance of autonomy but are in fact a neo-liberal and individualistic Faustian bargain. Ownership is an illusion, and access is subject to capitalist impulses. Through critical reflections on building a speculative feminist server, The (Im)possibility of Autonomous Feminist Infrastructures’ emphasises the need for a plurality of infrastructures, restoring intimacy with technology, and the collective joy of building together.